Would you still love me when I don’t love myself When I don’t love myself Drinking away the pain I don’t care for my health Chilling with mary jane but none of it helps like What if I never ever had to be born Would I drift away and never feel the pain or the scorn Who knows Who knows moving down this new road Feeling lost like the alchemist makings fools gold Feel my consciousness drowning within a new low Before he died I wish I could of bought a hublot Just to buy him more time of this earth So I could have been the son he had the right to deserve Before he resides in the dirt my life is disturbed Writing is cursed my mind is blur as im writing these words I could fly with the birds float away and disappear in this frightening world Cause I can here the devils chorus And a circle of snakes like the ourouborus See the acting an Oscar award performance Even the girl I thought was the one was so far from flawless Attraction is lawless Trapped in the corners Feeling trapped in the corners When I don’t love myself would you still love me Would you still love me

Sitting quiet sick and tired of feeling sick and tired Sick and tired of spitting fire but the shits admired Whats a mistifier I am mister fire Richard pryor Going after riches make these kids retires jake Lloyd rapping like I take roids Squat in my emotions taking potions for this hate void Lost in my devotion for these poems I remain coy You ask me how its going im advancing in this Gameboy Uh uh the game boy changed me not the same boy A new being whos being altered by the pain joy You see him in the village hidden in the rain ploy Step in to my radius moving shady its Long for man evolutionary process I cut you off with no stress you aint got the guts new enemies are old friends Think you know how my road went ? It's plain to see he confides in these words these waves of sea subside I'm basically alive, just be decisive, better yet incisive, be concise and they'll never breathe beside us he can hear the spiral patterns they can see the sirens, but they'll never leave in silence that's the beauty of music, even memory defies us I'm... Getting better at getting better at getting rid of the curse of the cuddled corners the work'll succumb to soreness, serve to the son of shrines then come alive to orders, this circular studded slaughter Rolling single-file in battle intertwined & tangled, live your life in shackles sinful life, sick of writing, sick of that, disentangle sycophants, this attack on cinematic picture pans to sit in black, sitting back relaxing, I wish I had distractions But now I wipe my jealous eyes, I rush my options, always falling to decide like when weidenfeller dives. Band of the Hawk think you know how my road went Iam the renegade I follow my own path no heart Blow past run like I wont last first place Londons my birthplace star born blazing Nurses got burnt face cursed fate Still the Best on my worst days I went to eden for my first plate burn fire to detersnakes The Innocent that the world changed Can I make my world change

Pray that god can lead my pathway Need the light in this dark age heartache Dissipating in to the mist as my past fades I n I part ways with my pastpain Partake in a soul shift speaking jahs name Alllah Yahweh incarnate we aren’t slaves Cause we were made in his image watch the art play Connecting with the holy spirit as I stargaze Tempted by my innerdemons but I cant break This is uzumaki vs sasuke Absorb your negativity until you cant hate And all youre left to give is peace in a calm state Love rain as we grow fruit from the seed of life Food for thought eating right to reveal the light Because you can sell your soul for a decent price Roam the streets at night stoned like jesus christ So I Meditate to highers depts. And my Mind connects to a higher sense overcome my sea of anger where poseidan rests hum and speaking mantras to defy the stress Till my writings bless And im getting a 1st within this life of test Stair way to heaven im tryna find the ste[s like the messiah within his final breaths Word of man word of god Serpents Time isleft Getting stones like jesus Christ Don’t believe the hype see the lights as the darkness creeps at night

Let me go in a again like I forgot my jacket I got the line for these fiends that is so problematic That is a problem addict how you gonna stop the pattern Down in street with a tens tryna Rob the masses pocket fattened now your getting pennied or a copper catchinghim better stop the gramming all the watches dosh and fashion location spot your tagged in now you’re getting got its a MADTING better roll a round with muscle you got a spazm spending your ps on qs cop some manors like a lord init I am all forgiving Pray before I eat just tryna resurrect the god in atoms Enhance the energy just like a copper wrapping lots a magnets Wire we moving like ionic lattice Positive they are moving negative The Dark night F A M its all relative But f=ma Sensei new tons 2nd law don’t force essay Yoda olders green with envy now we set pace Cos man we used to eat basic that’s a temp plate But now we set the levs greater Gotta master my craft you tryna send failiure Like you couldn’t bounce with it try travelling Better stick with your field you can find cabagges do farm more as a farmer get a round with your misses that karma what you gonaa do say what you gonn say stokie im hooded up looking look to love right in you lover her like rookie im raising bar the brothers are tryna pushme sisters hearing me fully Word im the soul king telle em stop soulking let the flow so kin animal so king im the soul king telle em stop soulking let the flow so kin animal so king im the soul king telle em stop soulking let the flow so kin animal so king im the soul king telle em stop soulking let the flow so kin animal so king im the soul king tell em s/o queen tell em s/o king we’re family so king

La di da di we like to party Rp gs cos my teams like the army Ashante sippin an elixir feeling calm b oyinbos ask me they feening for some Charlie nah You got the wrong black guy if you cant see and dont try spud me so move your arm g scatty scattty on dizzle you moving batty why you breading like chapatis im just looking for some brains and some braids and a batty crystal on her chain with the waist moving jazzy uncle fill if your giving me that un cool feel then your vibes get blocked like naruto uzumaki chuunin to the nnext episode itadakimasu ima happy chapppy cos Im in wagamamas sippin sake Waitress looking at me like she give da uckky akhi She pally pally said she like my jacket lookin savvy savyy And she Giving da the eye like a ballly bally I better come before tone like barry barry get the message we met in settings she met my presence I felt the blessings she fell from heaven I fell from hell you can smell the tension man the opposites attracts now im deep in her void with opposite of that you fill me master of her universe master of her universe master of her universe master of her universe

A lot what baby can I hit like a stop watch Stop cotch watchNetflix Til your on top what Have the room feeling like a hot box Come after me like foxtrot To echo then I lock off Grab the uber then I bop off Cos after I beat girl your stock drop Shoulda been seven dates before your thong off Oh im running through your mind you should jog on Bare sub tweets lets me log on About side man I was in side damn And im a likkle boy you should blame my dad Cause he didn’t teach me how to be a fine man So don’t feel blue cause your name cyan Stop the voice notes I wont reply back I done my deed and I up and leave Don’t fuss and scream I don’t really care what love might be Now you wanna say that you got my seed Its not likely its not likely Well that’s not like me Whats love got to do with it Whats love gonna do do for you Whats love got to do with it Whats love gonna do do for you

I see you leave But never Forget your what I need What I need Where will you go Is it better Just don’t forget my soul forget my soul I need to know know know know Cos Youre out of control Spinning out on your own Out on your own feeling disillusioned Tryna build with material that wont fit the blueprint The Devil said youll never do it with this clever music Whats the point in being heavensent they’ll never view it Unlike the Weaponsshooting skett and boozing they don’t want to hear about evolution ascending human revolution revelation destitution desecration execution separation from the source your emanating higher thoughts and destinations so im off in to the mist until they sort my reparations

Stuck between a rock and a hardplace Another brother lost in the dark days Playing with the devil in the arcade I just hope I find my pathway Why I don’t wannalive a lie I wanna make up my mind And find my way Overthinking about overthinking People look at me like im floating they don’t know Im sinking Where should I go from here I do not know im overthinking Stuck in zombie mode its feeling like a hopeless mission Granny look me in the eyes she thinks my soul is missing Wheres your passion and your goals you need to know your vision You need to smile more be happy cause jehovahs living I agree but really Im not going ta listen Shes hoping wishing that I don’t roll with villains Out in coldest of winter i make a golden decision And finish uni unlike my brother who dropped out Ended up in the dog house for tryna move some blocks round Lost now feeling like im home but im locked out No key under the mat so im sleeping out in the black I can feel the demons they feeding on what I lack But as long im stil breathing im reasonably on track .. life

S/O Clutch