Would you still love me when I don’t love myself
When I don’t love myself
Drinking away the pain I don’t care for my health
Chilling with mary jane but none of it helps like
What if I never ever had to be born
Would I drift away and never feel the pain or the scorn
Who knows
Who knows moving down this new road
Feeling lost like the alchemist makings fools gold
Feel my consciousness drowning within a new low
Before he died I wish I could of bought a hublot
Just to buy him more time of this earth
So I could have been the son he had the right to deserve
Before he resides in the dirt my life is disturbed
Writing is cursed my mind is blur as im writing these words
I could fly with the birds float away and disappear in this frightening world
Cause I can here the devils chorus
And a circle of snakes like the ourouborus
See the acting an Oscar award performance
Even the girl I thought was the one was so far from flawless
Attraction is lawless Trapped in the corners
Feeling trapped in the corners
When I don’t love myself would you still love me
Would you still love me